Last Monday was a dark day for our farm. We are in a time of
mourning and wearing black. OK before I go too far overboard, I am not mourning
a person, or even a living thing. No, at about 12:30 on Monday afternoon, my
tractor died. It was a quick and merciful death, a quick autopsy revealed a
fist sized hole in the side of the engine. It was a shock none-the-less.
My tractor was a 1978 IHC 886. It was one of the first major
purchases Jennifer and I made for our farm. Dad bought it on an auction for me.
It served us well over the last 15 years. The old machine had mowed almost all
of our hay, drilled nearly all of our wheat and faithfully started, even on the
coldest of mornings during the winter to feed cows. When we bought it Jennifer
had wanted another horse and she had forever been christened it with the name
Horse. Horse was a good tractor.
I know, it was just a tractor and a worn out, old one to
boot. So why am I so upset by its loss. Well, for one it was a financial loss.
However, thirty-six year old tractors do not represent a great financial loss.
It’s not like it can’t be replaced. Implement dealer lots are filled with
ragged, rusted, over-the-hill tractors and the salesmen are eager to pawn them
off on the next sucker, I mean customer.
No, Horse represented much more than a worn out piece of
equipment. I have always been fond of 886 International tractors, I know they
have their design flaws and they are far from classic tractors but I guess I am
not much of a classic and my design has flaws too. It is much more than an
appreciation for engineering and toughness. I learned to drive a tractor with
an 886 and some of my earliest best memories were 886 inspired.
When I was 7 or 8 Mom and Dad bought a new 886 tractor. It
was one of the few pieces of equipment they ever bought new and it made a huge
impression on me. The day Dad went to the dealership to buy his tractor I went
along and bought my own new, International tractor (of course it was a much
smaller scale with plastic wheels). I remember the day the tractor arrived and
just how shiny and big it was. I thought it was just about the neatest thing
ever.
As I got older, the tractor seemed to get smaller. It went
from being our biggest workhorse tractor to the tractor we mowed hay with and
did other smaller odd jobs. It also became the tractor Dad put me on to learn
how to drive. I knew it was not a big tractor but it sure felt that way to a
kid who was eager to drive. Then one day, I really can’t recall what year,
Dad’s 886 met with a traumatic part failure and it too passed on to the great
barnyard in the sky.
I maintained my appreciation for 886 International tractors.
Jennifer and I moved back, bought our place and started farming and soon I was
looking for a tractor. Thanksgiving weekend 1999 we found a farm sale with an
886 International tractor, low hours and in great shape. It was our year to go
to the in-laws for Thanksgiving so Dad went to the auction for me and came home
with Horse.
Like I mentioned earlier, Jennifer took awhile to warm up to
Horse but when she did she really warmed up to Horse. OK, the truth is she
almost burned Horse up that first winter. I guess it wasn’t her fault, a bare
wire shorted out and filled the cab with smoke, nearly ending Horse’s life
early. I think over the years she also gained an appreciation for the red and
white fixture in our shed, though I doubt she would admit it.
I spent many hours in the well worn seat and I appreciated
most of them. Sure there was a certain level of frustration once in a while.
Monday was no different, I had just had some minor repairs done and was roading
Horse from Dad’s house to mine for the winter feeding season when the tragic
failure happened. Maybe we will fix it, but I doubt it is worth it. Eventually
I will end my period of mourning and pick myself up and go tractor shopping but
for now there is an empty place in my shed and in my heart, R.I.P Horse, you
were a good one.